What You Speak is What You Get!!!

Monday, June 05, 2006

Hi, guys…

I’d like to share the latest experience that I’d just experienced. It’s wonderful and FRESH! God really teaches me how to count on Him, and not to worry about anything in my life. Last Thursday, June 1^st, 2006, I had cell group with some profession cell group in our church. The cell group leader shared about the season of God’s favor which God is doing right now in our church. She said that God’s favor was not only for some of us in the church, but it’s for all of us! So, it’s including ME! Wow…! God’s favor is for me too. Hmmm, how excited I am to catch this message! There’s one of the cell group member shared how God had shown His favor to her. I was so jealous of her (honestly… :p), but it made me so enthusiastic in pursuing God’s favor in my life too. I believe that, it’s God’s desire too for me to have His favor! So, I choose to have God’s favor in my life. But, the devil doesn’t stay calm with my decision! He wants to hinder me from gaining God’s favor. He attacks my weakness, which is my MIND! He keeps bombarding me with negative thinking, doubtfulness, fear, and he does anything that makes me questioning God, doubt of God’s promises in my life, worry that God never gives His favor to me, and so on. Just like today! I almost doubt to God. But, until the last minutes… still, I chose to believe in Him; even I cried and still have hope in asking for His favor for me today. Okay, I just want to share that I haven’t paid the rent of my room. Today is the dateline to pay the rent of my room. But, I haven’t got the money yet. Then as a tutorial teacher, it’s unpredictable for me to get the payment of my tutorial. It depends on the schedule I give the tutorial. So, since the beginning of this month, I’ve been praying for God’s favor in my life so that I was able to pay the rent of my room. Until this morning, I haven’t got the money. Something came into my mind… if I didn’t get the money, may be I can borrow my parent’s money first, and then return it after I got paid. But, God doesn’t like someone who has double-minded. Having double-minded is the same as we don’t believe in God’s mighty power. He wants us to have a total dependence in Him. I repented from my doubtful mind, and decide to depend on Him alone. Shortly, I got the money to pay for my room from my student’s tutorial payment tonight. And one thing, I got favor from the owner to pay the rent tomorrow morning. So, God is a Mighty God, and His provision will take place on the right time as long as you are not doubtful and have total dependence in Him. Keep on having FAITH in Him even though your circumstances press on you. Because what you speak is what you get. Have a worry free day, frenz!